And the day he re appeard, i thought he needed me.We talked and my heart forget the sadness.Just when you realize he never want you, you die again and you just realize he stop to be the man that i idealize to be one more man.Then you question to yourself where gone the feel , if was it real of was idealitation, he never appear in your door just wait to kill you for the second time while he is full of joy.I ask, why? and i never knew...

Film"Lucky"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2KLLkj84GAo&t=2s

"Lucky" a beautiful film to watch to make a reflexion about time.Because nowdays the philosophy of live day like it is the last make us be positive to the easy fast changes , and all is good until you realize you get old.
This film make you think about what the fear of getting older alone.And because with the fucking Apps to find the real love we become a society in which( i inlcuded to myself ) nobody fights for people, is easy to change with a click so wh, to  discuss , why to solve problems if you just can "click" and easy change the person.And day by day we get older without anybody next to us who took years to understand to make love with connection of a deep feeling for eachother, to no depper conversations , to no learning from eachother... and nobody thinks about the fear of face the hard times of life alone.Not just our own death; lost someone and be alone, missed people and be  alone, can t find the time to enjoy, and be  alone...Because nobody want to be  alone but we create a society where we are fucking alone.