Didn t wait more

And when he realized it was too late, she was gone. She decided not to wait for him.

His inability to be faithful, sincere or to have a simple gesture that caught her attention made her was exhausted. Not feeling loving or wanted, made her think too much about her future, she knew that trusting was not enough, he must have done with actions, otherwise what sense would she have to keep her go on?

They had been kiddig her too many times to think that this time was different. 

Just wondered if she was wrong but inside of herself, she did not feel that was wrong.

 For the first time she had decided to leave without explanation and she felt just ... free.

Surrender shout

My silence came from the shout,
the shout nobody listen, the shout people decided to ignore.
Nobody listen ,we are too busy
even if they come together, these shouts came to low.

I didn t listen how you scream for help,
as nobody listen our souls or minds.

I pretended to show you, how i was shouting inside,
but now i understand you were fighting without to shout.
Cause, is not just me, we all have a mess inside of us.

And you in front of me and i, in front of you,
we just let, the surrender arrives.

9

Y hoy me despertaron tu recuerdo. Hoy es 9, te fuiste un 9...
Tu risa picarona se fue, pero hoy me acuerdo.
Me acuerdo como querías estar cerca y yo solo te puse tus fotos delante para que vieras recuerdos con tu familia y otros cuidadores mientras seguía colocando tu habitación, nunca pensé que me quisieras pero en ese momento  querías tenerme cerca, querías poner tu cabeza encima de mis hombros para descansar, porque no podías mas y te pregunte que te dolía pero solo parecías cansada y solo ahora me doy cuenta de que solo querías descansar sobre la que estaba allí, sobre mi.

....y me fui y ya no te vimos mas-.

Hoy me dijeron que te paso y sigo sin entenderlo, pero también veo que quizá no supe ver cosas evidentes y es que no tener voz no significa no poder hablar pero no escuche pequeña.Perdoname.

Gracias pequeña, por que a pesar de ser tan testaruda de lo que me acuerdo es de tu risa, gracias pequeña T.