Do you remember...

Do you remember when you hold my hand while sleeping?at the end i just tried touch yours softly to feel if you still feeling to want to take it again but you stopped to hold me.

Do you remember when you picked me from the airport giving me a surprice? i got the feel you didn t like me anymore just because i didn t feel confident enought with myself, i forgt the surprice to focus on the though you didnt like me anymore, even if i am still remember your gesture.

Do you remember when you extended your hand to help me to walk on the mountain in the same instant i took a picture of you looking at me, smiling?i deleted that picture even if was one the most beautiful i ever took.

Do yu remember when we played to see who was stronger and i allways tried to beat you even if was evidence you were more stronge.I can t do that anymore with anybody.

Do you remember when you started to drink and work the days we have both off, instead to see me, talk to me or touch me?

Do you remember...

I remember as good as bad but i  stil remember ...

Is allways one who love more than the other and that was me. And if that cost me to be death inside from the time you decided i wasn t worth it enought to you, worth it as i wouldn t like be the to kill someone from the inside.

I know i will be woth it... as i do in so many ways.